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I'm back! Sorry for another "personal vacation". I have had lots of things going on in my life that needed attention to: job and family being two of those things. I was laid off from my job last month so that was half the reason I didn't post much + I really didn't feel that horny when I was out of work...kinda sucks. Anyway, all of that is over..got a job, a better one I might add...and the bonus..lots of hot men and women running around this busy office! Thank you all for your concern and emails..I really appriciate them!

So! Back to blogging! I have been catching up on all of the sites that I used to frequent...got my cock back to it's "hardend" state where it should be. Saw a new blog called One Handed Web Surfing. All I can say is hot, hot, hot! Here is part of a post called "Missing it":

"Feeling his balls in my hand, stroking them gently and listening to his breathing. It gets quicker as my other hand wraps itself around his hot, hard shaft. Pleasantly surprised at how smooth it feels and how hard I've made him. Lowering my head until I'm almost touching the tip with my lips, feeling his cock strain against my fist as I pull it down slightly so that I can lick all around the head. Hearing the moan when I finally take it into my mouth."

You must read the rest! It is mind blowing! Ahhh..I wish that other guy was me right about now. Mabey it will be one day if I found the right guy.

Another thought came up today..I am thinking of posting some rather provocative pics of me so that my readers can see how horny I really am...I am hoping it will fuel my fantasies even further. Has anyone else ventured into this area? I guess I have never considered myself an exhibitionist....but the thought of it really turns me on.

Sorry for not having an update for a while...went on vacation, going through a job crisis and some other things in my life right now. Interesting how you get so busy with life and you tend to forget about how fucking horny you STILL are... :) Anyway, let me update all of you on my daily grind...

Thong girl is still here! Rumor was that she was getting laid off like most of us around here and I freaked when I heard some managers mention her name as being one of the "victims". Lucky for me, she's still here and still sporting sexy slacks and business suits for me to drool over...

I still haven't heard from mystery man...I think he's gone forever..

I myself have had many oral sex dreams as of late...one is about a short, dark haired girl I pickup at a bar...she asks for a ride home..while driving she asks me to feel how wet her pussy is, so I do so..she beggs me to finger fuck her nice and slow..she gets wetter and wetter..then, she pulls out my rod and starts sucking like no one has ever sucked me before! I pull over to the side of the road to avoid crashing..seconds later I cum in her mouth. She swallows it all. Now, just need that to happen in real life.....hmmmmm.

Has anyone ever had a relationship with someone at work? I guess I should say a "sexual" relationship at work. I often wonder how it would be possible if things got hot and you wanted to have a quick lunch time fuck...where would you go? I have had co-workers tell me that they have had encounters in the parking lot (in a car), hotel room and even an encounter in a janitors closet! (Look out for that mop!) I see my lovely "thong" girl that walks past my office every so often..she looks at me, smiles and keeps walking..ah, if she was interested in me I wonder if we could add some excitement to this boring ass job. Or, if I could find another guy interested in having fun and we could hit the mens room for some quick daytime oral sex! Hey, what if myself, thong girl and a guy all got it on together in the janitors closet?? hmmmm..I might look forward to work everyday!

So, the end of a long week at the office...Wow..thank god its the weekend, I hope to get some action! Unfortuanatly it won't be from mystery man..he says that he just "wants to be friends". Incredible..I thought I would only hear that from women when I was a single guy in the past. Oh well, I am sure I will find someone (guy or girl or guys and girls) to play with. Hey, have you ever had a enormous craving to give oral sex to a woman..(ladies, this goes for you too..). I have that feeling right now..I want some juicy, wet (shaved), warm and beautiful pussy to taste in my mouth..yum.

So...it was a rather disapointing weekend. Mystery man didn't show up when we were supposed to meet. I got an email from him this weekend stating that he wasn't ready to go to this level with me and wanted to slow down a bit. He also said that he feels really unconfortable...blah, blah, blah. So it looks like I am back to square one. :( What's a guy got to do to play with another dick around here?